IN ESSENCE, YOU YOURSELF, YOUR VERY EXISTENCE, SERVES AS A SORT OF DIVINE SENSORY ORGAN. YOUR BEING IS THE WAY IN WHICH GOD OBSERVES & EXPLORES ITSELF. JUST AS DNA CONTAINS A HOLOGRAPHIC REPRESENTATION OF WHATEVER IT WILL GROW INTO, WHATEVER IT WILL BECOME, WE TOO CONTAIN WITHIN US THE ULTIMATE EXPRESSION OF THE COLLECTIVE AWARENESS PERMEATING THE COSMOS. WE CONTAIN IT'S ULTIMATE EXPRESSION, OUR ULTIMATE EXPRESSION, BOTH COLLECTIVELY, AND AS INDIVIDUALS. WE ARE EACH GODS INNER EYE, ALLOWING IT TO SEE THROUGH US, WHAT IT IS CAPABLE OF, WHAT IT CAN BECOME. THIS IS WHY WE HAVE FORGOTTEN. IN FORGETTING WHO WE ARE, WE ENABLE DIVINE GROWTH BY COMING HOME TO REMEMBERING, WITH THE FRUITS OF TRANSCENDING OUR PAIN. WE COME BACK TO OUR ORIGINAL LIGHT GREATER THAN WHEN WE LEFT. THIS IS THE FUNCTION OF PAIN.

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AS THE FRAGILE ENDS OF BRANCHES REACH EVER OUTWARD, STRETCHING TOWARDS THE SUN'S WARMTH, WITHOUT EFFORT OR  CONSIDERATION. THEY REACH OUT INTO A SORT OF DARKNESS IN ORDER TO GET CLOSER TO LIGHT, SIMPLY TRUSTING THE PROCESS, WITHOUT FEAR OF WHAT IT IS THEY WILL EXPERIENCE OR ENCOUNTER ON THEIR JOURNEY TOWARDS IT. THE DARKNESS IS MERELY THE RESULT OF LACKING SENSORY ORGANS TO PERCEIVE THE VISUAL LIGHT AS WE HUMANS DO. AND LIKE THOSE BRANCHES, WE TOO EXPERIENCE OUR BEINGNESS BY REACHING OUT INTO A DIFFERENT FORM OF DARKNESS, TOWARDS THE VERY SAME LIGHT. THE DARKNESS WE REACH OUT INTO SITS ETERNALLY BEHIND THE VEIL OF TIME, THE UNCONSCIOUS MIND, AND THE PROJECTED DARKNESS WITHIN EACH OF US. WE EACH CONTAIN THE POTENTIAL TO BECOME GANDHI, CHRIST, BUDDHA. WHEN WE TRY TO DENY THE TRUTH OF OUR EQUAL POTENTIAL TO BECOME THE NEXT HITLER, GENGHIS KHAN, OR NAPOLEON, WE CAN NEVER COME TO THE LIGHT. WE MUST COME TO TERMS WITH THE DARKNESS WITHIN TO STOP PROJECTING IT WITHOUT. WE MISTAKE THE DARKNESS WITHIN OURSELVES FOR SOMETHING EXTERNAL, SOMETHING ALIEN, SOMETHING NON-HUMAN, THUS MAKING IT EASIER FOR US TO TREAT THOSE WE IDENTIFY AS EVIL IN NON-HUMAN WAYS. WE MUST BECOME AWARE OF AND INTIMATELY ACCEPTING OF DARKNESS THAT LIES WITHIN IN ORDER TO STOP PROJECTING IT, IN ORDER TO TRANSCEND ITS ALLURE. OUR PROJECTING DARKNESS IS SIMPLY THE RESULT OF OUR LACKING ABILITY TO PERCEIVE THE THE NON-DUAL WHOLENESS OF NATURE, AND INSTEAD, ONLY SEEING ITS PARTS & DEGREES RELATIVE TO OURSELVES. OUR ANIMAL NATURE IS NOT ONLY A REQUIREMENT OF SURVIVAL, BUT IT ALLOWS THE DIVINE TO EXPLORE WITH GREATER EFFECT, GREATER TEACHING.

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ACCORDING TO MANY SPIRITUAL TRADITIONS OF ANTIQUITY, BEFORE THE MATERIAL UNIVERSE ROSE INTO EXISTENCE, THERE EXISTED BUT ONE SINGLE TONE OR HUM.  THIS TONE ACTED AS A SORT SONIC SEED, A HOLOGRAM OF OUR ENTIRE UNIVERSE, CONDENSED DOWN TO THE HEAD OF A NEEDLE. THIS SEED OF CREATION CONTAINED AN ENERGETIC EXPRESSION OF THE COSMOS & EVERYTHING IT COULD EVER CONTAIN (OR THE VARIETY OF THINGS IT COULD POTENTIALLY EVOLVE INTO). RATHER THAN THIS TONE CONTAINING A PHYSICALLY CONDENSED UNIVERSE AND ALL OF THE MATTER WITHIN IT, IT EXISTED IN A STATE OF RAW ENERGETIC POTENTIAL, EQUIVALENT TO THE MATERIAL UNIVERSE THAT WE CURRENTLY INHABIT TODAY, ONLY EXPRESSED IN TERMS OF QUANTUM POTENTIAL. THIS POINT OF CONDENSED MATTER AND POTENTIAL, IN ITS VIBRATORY STATE PRIOR TO ITS MANIFESTATION IN THE VOID (THE BIG BANG), IS REFERRED TO IN SCIENTIFIC TERMS AS THE "SINGULARITY." WOULDN'T THAT MEAN THAT YOU YOURSELF EXISTED IN THIS STATE OF PURE POTENTIAL PRIOR TO THE ARISING OF THE MATERIAL UNIVERSE? DID YOU YOURSELF EXIST BEFORE THE UNIVERSE? PHYSICALLY, ALL OF THE PARTS THAT MAKE YOU, YOU, DID. THE ELEMENTS OF YOU HAVE ALWAYS EXISTED, AND ALWAYS WILL. DOES THE POTENTIAL FOR CONSCIOUSNESS REQUIRE CONSCIOUSNESS AS A PREREQUISITE? IF SO, THAT WOULD LEAD US TO THE ASSUMPTION THAT THIS TONE ITSELF WAS INTELLIGENT. AT A MINIMUM, IT CONTAINED THE QUANTUM EXPRESSION OF POTENTIAL FOR CONSCIOUS INTELLIGENCE WITHIN IT, OR RATHER, IT WAS IMBUED WITH SUCH A POTENTIAL.

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THIS ENERGETIC TONE, THIS SINGULARITY, WAS  ITSELF GOD (THE TOTALITY OF ALL MATTER IN THE UNIVERSE, IMBUED WITH AWARENESS UNBOUND BY THE LIMITATIONS OF "BEING-IN-TIME," WHICH NATURALLY REQUIRES LIMITED PERSPECTIVE. GNOSTICS BELIEVE THAT THE MATERIAL UNIVERSE IS SIMPLY THE RESULT OF GODS DESIRE TO KNOW ITSELF. AS ONE BORDERLESS, INDEFINABLE, INSEPARABLE, AND EVER CHANGING CONSCIOUS EXPRESSION OF ALL POTENTIALS AND ALL MATTER, THERE IS NO DEFINITION, NO SUBJECT NOR OBJECT. THERE IS NO RECOGNITION OF WHERE "I" STOP AND SOMETHING ELSE STARTS. THAT WOULD BE LIKE A MIRROR TRYING TO SEE IT'S REFLECTION IN A PERSON, OR YOU TRYING TO LOOK AT YOUR EYES WITHOUT A MIRROR. THERE NEEDS TO BE SOME SORT OF SEPARATION FOR SELF AWARENESS, RECOGNITION OF WHERE YOU STOP AND SOMETHING ELSE STARTS. WE KNOW WHAT WE ARE BY KNOWING WHAT WE ARE NOT.

 

IN ORDER TO EXPLORE WHO AND WHAT IT WAS, GOD SPLIT ITSELF FROM ONE INTO TWO, ONLY ACROSS DIMENSIONS SO THAT RATHER THAN SPLITTING ONE INTO TWO, IT SPLIT ONE INTO ONE, AS A FRACTAL FORM OF AWARENESS EXISTING SIMULTANEOUSLY IN TWO DIMENSIONS. THEN IT SPLIT MANY MORE TIMES, CREATING NEW DIMENSIONS OF REALITY WITH EACH, UNTIL IT BECAME THE MATERIAL UNIVERSE AND EVERYTHING IN IT WHILE SIMULTANEOUSLY EXISTING OUTSIDE OF ITS CREATION IN THE ORIGINAL STATE OF WHOLENESS AND UNITY.  PERHAPS THE ASCENDED MASTERS ARE MORE CONSCIOUS THAN EMBODIED HUMANS SIMPLY BECAUSE THE SAME VOLUME OF THIS CONSCIOUSNESS IS DISTRIBUTED AMONG FEWER BEINGS, BUT THAT IS JUST FOOD FOR THOUGHT.

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SO, THIS PRE-UNIVERSAL ENERGY WAS THE RESONANCE OF THE WHOLENESS OF SOURCE CONSCIOUSNESS, WITHOUT THE FILTER OR THE LENS THAT COMES WITH THE ILLUSORY SEPARATION OF BEING IN TIME, OR EXPERIENCE. PURE, ORIGINAL SOURCE CONSCIOUSNESS IS LIKE WATER. YOU ARE LIKE THE VESSEL IT IS POURED DOWN INTO. THE WATER IS FLUID, CAPABLE OF BEING FILTERED AND PURIFIED, AND TAKES THE SHAPE OF THE VESSEL THAT HOLDS IT WITHOUT EFFORT. A DROP OF WATER IS ONLY A SINGLE, SEPARATED DROP FOR A PERIOD OF TIME. IT WILL ULTIMATELY REUNITE WITH INCREASINGLY LARGER BODIES OF WATER UNTIL IT ONCE AGAIN BEGINS WHERE IT STARTED AS ONE UNDEFINABLE PART IN THE GREATER WHOLE OF THE OCEAN. HOWEVER IT WAS NEVER REALLY SEPARATED AS A SINGLE DROP. IT WAS JUST A TEMPORARY PERSPECTIVE. CONSCIOUSNESS OPERATES ACCORDING TO THE SAME PRINCIPLES. WE OURSELVES ARE THE VESSELS FOR FRACTAL CONSCIOUSNESS, EXISTING IN BOTH THE PHYSICAL DREAM OF GOD AND IN NUMEROUS CASCADING LEVELS OF SPIRITUAL AWARENESS, EACH TAKING PLACE SIMULTANEOUSLY. WHO IS DOING THE ENLIGHTENING THEN? AND IF WE ALREADY EXIST IN AN ENLIGHTENED STATE? WHY? PERHAPS THE ANSWER LIES WITH TIME BUT ITS HARD TO KNOW.

 

AS GOD POURED ITSELF DOWNWARD INTO YOUR BEING, YOUR EXPERIENCE SERVED AS MEANS OF REFINING GODS AWARENESS INTO A PARTICULAR ASPECT, LIKE LIVING LIGHT PRISMS UNIQUELY EXPRESSING THE PURE ORIGINAL LIGHT OF DIVINITY THROUGH THE LENS OF YOUR EXPERIENCE, ILLUSTRATING SPECIFIC COLORS THAT REPRESENT THE SUM OF YOUR PAST VIA EMOTION AND COGNITION.

 

THE ORIGINAL CREATIVE FORCE IS KNOWN AS "THE WORD" TO THE ABRAHAMIC TRADITIONS. "IN THE BEGINNING WAS THE WORD. THE WORD WAS WITH GOD AND THE WORD WAS GOD." TO THE VEDIC SCHOLARS OF ANCIENT INDIA, IT WAS CALLED THE  PRIMORDIAL OM. THERE ARE MANY OTHER NAMES FOR THIS ANIMATING FORCE, BUT MOST SOMEHOW ETYMOLOGICALLY RELATE TO VIBRATION, SOUND, OR POTENTIAL. INTERESTING WHEN YOU LOOK AT SUCH SPECIFIC AND UNIVERSAL CONCEPTS FROM A PRESENT WHERE SCIENCE HAS UNINTENTIONALLY VALIDATED SUCH PROFOUND TRUTHS.

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CHANCE?

I THINK NOT

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SO GOD, THE PRIMORDIAL OM, THE WORD, THE ORIGINAL VIBRATION, YOU, DECIDED TO SPLIT ITSELF UP TO LEARN ABOUT WHAT IT WAS, WHO IT COULD BE, AND TO SIMPLY CREATE FOR SELF EXPRESSION, TO GAIN THE ABILITY TO LOOK AT ITSELF, TO DEVELOP AND GROW, JUST AS WE DESIRE TO DO AS HUMAN BEINGS, CREATED IN THE IMAGE OF GOD. THIS FIRST SPLIT WAS WHAT WE CALL THE BIG BANG. IT WAS THE RAPID EXPLOSION OF LIFE FORCE FROM HIGHER DIMENSIONS INTO THAT OF OUR OWN. THIS WAS GOD PULLING THAT KOOL-AID GUY MOVE, BUSTING THROUGH THE INTERDIMENSIONAL WALL OF NOTHING INTO EVERYTHING. OH YA. 

 

IN A STATE OF WHOLENESS, IN A STATE OF TOTAL UNITY WITH ALL THAT IS, WITH NO SEPARATION BETWEEN ANYTHING AT ALL, SOURCE CONSCIOUSNESS WASN'T CAPABLE OF EXPLORING OR DEFINING ITSELF FROM ITS PERSPECTIVE AS ALL THAT IS, AS THERE WAS NOTHING TO LOOK AT SOMETHING ELSE, ONLY ONENESS, NO SUBJECT, NO OBJECT, NO IN OR OUT, HERE OR THERE. IN ORDER TO DEFINE WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE, YOU LOOK AT YOUR BOUNDARIES AND YOU CONTRAST YOURSELF AGAINST WHAT YOU ARE NOT. THIS IS THE REASON FOR YOUR BEING HERE. THIS IS THE REASON FOR ANY AND ALL MATERIAL EXISTENCE. IT IS THE NATURAL REQUIREMENT FOR DIVINE SELF EXPRESSION AND OBSERVATION. FOR THERE TO BE ONE, THERE MUST BE TWO, OTHERWISE THERE IS NO SEPARATION, THUS NO MEANS OF IDENTIFYING WHAT IS THE SELF VS WHAT IS NOT. THIS MAY ALSO PROVIDE INSIGHT INTO WHY WE FORGOT WHO WE ARE, AND WHY WE HAVE THIS TENDENCY TO CLING TO THE NOTION OF THE SELF. EGO SERVES A DIVINE PURPOSE OF RAISING THE PERCEIVED STAKES, MAKING OUR EARTH-LIFE SCHOOL A MUCH MORE IMPACTFUL EXPERIENCE WHILE PROVIDING THE MECHANISM TO ENSURE THE CONTINUITY OF GOD"S PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT OBJECTIVE.

 

SO  AFTER SPLITTING ONCE, THEN AGAIN, AND YET AGAIN, THE GREAT I AM ULTIMATELY SHATTERED ITSELF INTO AN INFINITE NUMBER OF FRACTAL COPIES. DIVINE LOSSLESS COMPRESSION IF YOU WILL. LIKE  A SENTIENT BROKEN MIRROR, WHERE EACH PIECE REFLECTS ITS SURROUNDINGS AS WELL AS ALL OF THE OTHER SHATTERED PIECES, AND THEIR REFLECTIONS, WE ARE EACH COLLECTIVELY AND INDIVIDUALLY ABLE TO EXPLORE GODS CREATION THROUGH THE REFLECTIONS WE PROJECT AND THOSE PROJECTED TOWARDS US, CREATING AN INCREASINGLY NOVEL AND IMPACTFUL FEEDBACK LOOP. THIS IS TRUE OF BOTH SELF AND SOCIETY, THE ATOM AND THE GALAXY. WE ARE THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE, AND SIMULTANEOUSLY, A FRACTAL REPRESENTATION OF IT, INTERACTING WITH OURSELVES, EXCHANGING ENERGIES OF THE MICRO AND THE MACRO, AS WE EXPLORE AND MOVE THROUGH OUR UNIVERSAL BODY HERE ON EARTH.

 

THIS IS ALL MATTER IS, A SERIES OF ILLUSORY REFLECTIONS. THE REFLECTIONS OF ENERGY BOUNCING ACROSS THE PIECES OF THE MIRROR ARE A PERFECT METAPHOR FOR HOW WE COME TO EARTH, INHABIT A BODY, AND CO-CREATE WITH EVERYONE WHO HAS, DOES, AND WILL EVER EXIST. TO REALLY AMP UP THE EFFECT, SOURCE DECIDED THAT AN ILLUSORY STATE OF SEPARATION SHOULD BE APPLIED IN CYCLIC RHYTHM, THE PATTERNS OF AMPLITUDE, KNOWN AS THE YUGAS TO THE VEDICS, TURNING UP THE AMNESIC DIAL WITH EACH FRACTAL ITERATION OF THE CLONING PROCESS, UNTIL EVENTUALLY, AT THE BOTTOM RUNGS OF THE LADDER, WHERE THE REAL WORK TAKES PLACE, YOU ARE LEFT WITH BEINGS (US), WHO TO VARYING DEGREES, AREN'T TOTALLY CONVINCED THAT THERE WAS EVER A GOD TO BEGIN WITH.

 

THIS 2,600 YEAR PERIOD OF FORGETTING IS CYCLICAL IN NATURE, AND IS KNOWN AS THE "KALI YUGA" OR THE CHAOS CYCLE IN VEDANTA. AND IF YOU WERE THINKING THAT WE ARE PROBABLY LIVING THROUGH THE KALI YUGA, YOU WOULD BE CORRECT. THE CHAOS YUGA IS THE FARTHEST WE CAN GET FROM SOURCE (IN ILLUSION) AND IS THE LAST CYCLE BEFORE WE MAKE OUR WAY BACK HOME AGAIN. WHILE THE MOST PAINFUL, IGNORANT, AND SEPARATE OF THE CYCLES, IT IS ALSO THE MOST IMPACTFUL AND YIELDS THE GREATEST FRUIT, HARVESTED IN THE MORE UNIFIED CYCLES OF THIS GREAT WHEEL, A 26,500 YEAR PROCESSION OF THE EQUINOXES. THIS AMNESIA ENSURES THAT WE GET THE MOST POSSIBLE GROWTH OUT OF OUR LIFE EXPERIENCE. AFTER ALL, IF YOU KNEW THAT THIS LIFE AND EVERYTHING IN, IF YOU REALLY CONNECTED TO THE TRUTH EMOTIONALLY, THAT IT IS ALL MEANINGLESS BULLSHIT, AND THAT WHEN YOU DIE, YOU'LL JUST WAKE UP TO AN INFINITELY MORE TOLERABLE EXPERIENCE, WOULD YOU REALLY CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU HERE? WOULD YOU EVEN STAY?

 

THIS FORGETTING WOULD ALLOW THE GODSELF TO EXPLORE IN ITS HIGHEST POTENTIAL. THE CYCLIC NATURE OF THE YUGAS ALSO EXPLAINS LOST CIVILIZATIONS LIKE ATLANTIS, LEMURIA, AND MU, AND HOW THEY COULD BE HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF YEARS OLDER WHILE HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF YEARS MORE TECHNOLOGICALLY ADVANCED. IF YOU KNEW THAT DEATH RESULTED IN AWAKENING TO THE UNITY OF LOVE, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE AN INCENTIVE TO DO MUCH OF ANYTHING HERE WITHIN THE SCARCITY BASED ECOSPHERE OF THE EARTH-LIFE SYSTEM. THIS ILLUSION OF SEPARATION ALSO SERVES A DIVINE PURPOSE OF REALLY ENSURING THAT YOU PLAY THE GAME YOU CAME HERE TO PLAY, BEING FULLY CONVINCED OF IT'S ALLURE AND IN THE KALI YUGA, CONVINCED OF IT BEING THE END OF THE STORY. HOWEVER IN ORDER TO PERMANENTLY ESCAPE THE CYCLE, TO BRING THE FRUITS OF THAT EXPERIENCE BACK TO DIVINITY, WE MUST TRANSCEND THIS ILLUSION ON OUR OWN.

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WE CAME HERE TO INHABIT A BODY, ALLOWING OURSELVES TO SERVE AS BRIDGES THAT CROSS THE ILLUSORY DIVIDE BETWEEN SPIRIT AND MATTER, SUBSTANCE AND THOUGHT, WHAT IS AND WHAT COULD BE. WE PLAY WITH AND BRIDGE THE CREATIVE ENERGIES OF THE MICROCOSM AND THE MACROCOSM, ALL WHILE IN A PAINFUL STATE OF AMNESIA. WE FORGOT WHO WE ARE, WHY WE ARE HERE, WHAT HERE EVEN IS, AND WHERE WE ARE GOING. WE FORGOT THAT WE CHOSE TO COME HERE TO TRANSCEND DUALITY AND TO RETURN TO SOURCE WITH GIFTS FOR THE DIVINE IN THE FORM OF UNIQUE INDIVIDUAL EXPERIENCE AND LOVE.

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WE WILL ETERNALLY ENGAGE IN THIS DANCE WITH DUALITY UNTIL ALL THAT IS LEFT IS PURE, UNREFINED LOVE, PURE SOURCE ENERGY, AND THE "WE" THAT WE ARE TRYING TO ELEVATE IS NO LONGER OF ANY CONCERN. TO ACHIEVE THIS STATE, WE MUST LEARN TO SIMPLY BE. NOTHING ELSE, JUST PURE ISNESS, WHERE SUBJECT AND OBJECT ARE ONT THING, DANCING IN A RHYTHMIC HARMONY TOGETHER. WE MUST TRANSCEND THE NOTION OF HAVING VERSUS NOT HAVING, AS THIS IS SIMPLY ILLUSION. THEY ARE THE SAME THING. AS WE AWAKEN TO OUR TRUE NATURE, THE DIVINITY OF COLLECTIVE AWARENESS, WE SLOWLY BEGIN TO REVERSE THE SHATTERING, THE FORGETTING, AND RETURN TO ONENESS, REPAIRING THE MIRROR ONE PIECE AT A TIME.

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